April 11, 2007
6:24 pm
Today was a better day. I read 1 Corinthians 13:13 which talks about Faith, Hope, and Love. This is my guiding beacon in the darkness without Amie.
Amie told me in the recent past that she doesn’t want to give me a false sense of hope about our relationship. I made it clear that she cannot rob me of my hope. I have still have hope.
Through everything that has happened in the last five weeks I have tried to make every act for Amie an act of love. I love her more than anything and am acting upon that love when I speak with her or do something for her. I still have love.
I have learned who I really am through everything that has happened. I have faith in God not only for my salvation, but for healing, peace, and comfort. I have faith that God can work a miracle in my marriage. I have faith.
If I have these three things, how can I fail at life? I have failed in my marriage at times. I have failed employers at times. I have failed my family and closest friends at times. But in life I am not a failure, but rather a beautiful picture of God’s saving grace.
Andrew took Amie my painting tonight. I haven’t heard anything from either of them. I hope that she likes it and doesn’t destroy it. I pray that she sees the time and effort that was put into it. I hope that it is ever clearer to her how much she means to me. She is my life. I cannot imagine a life without her.
I love my wife.
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