5:21 am
The pain is unbearable
The desire to see light but seeing nothing beyond the darkness
The feeling of emptiness with no sense of relief
Knowing that people care for you but not caring
The need to sleep but no way to rest
My body feels numb, but my heart aches
I want to scream but have no one to listen
The feeling of loving but feeling unloved
My brain is tired yet it continues to run
I want to recover from falling but seem to always get kicked
I want to fight back, but can’t raise my fists
Why does joy elude me?
They say that love bears, overcomes, and endures all things, a painful misconception
My enemies have finally won
The questions are many, but the time is short
How can I move forward when my brakes are locked?
How can I look strong when I want to collapse?
How long will I hurt like this?
How can a wound that can heal through care create gashes that will never stop bleeding?
Why can’t people stop kicking me?
A warmness swept over by endless cold
A bright spring day that clouds and rains
A life of dreams turned upside down
And all I can do is stare at the ceiling
Hoping
Praying
Day-dreaming
that the pain will end.
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