8:14 pm
The phrase
someday I will find someone who gives me joy again
instills an innate fear within my soul.
So many questions
Why would someone say this?
It is not like my wife to ever say something like this.
Have I already been emotionally replaced?
My heart would shatter.
Has my wife already found someone that she believes will bring her joy?
My heart aches just thinking about it.
Is the suddenness of her decision based upon a fictitious utopia that she believes exists?
Every marriage will always be a work in progress.
The confusion
Why would I even want to think of someone else?
I am a married man with no desire to find happiness elsewhere.
Can I not be trusted?
My wife is my world, nothing less.
Am I expected to give up so suddenly on my marriage?
I cannot possibly stop loving my wife with all my soul.
The reality
I have found my source of joy.
The thought of finding someone outside of my wife is repulsive.
I am a married man and will guard my heart well beyond being served a divorce.
I will never
stop praying,
lose hope,
forget how beautiful she is to me,
stop loving her,
abandon her.
She has been my guiding beacon of strength in a dark world. I am forever grateful.
She is my life. A life without her would in fact be no life at all.
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